I saw him again today. It's been over a month. I didn't feel a thing. I don't know what to make of it. Was that it? Man, that went fast. I think this might be developing into a bad .. let's call it habit. Though it's probably more of a disease. What now?
I wish it was Wednesday evening. It would all be over and I would have time to figure out what it is that I'm feeling. The odd thing is that it's not even like I'm sad or confused. I just feel nothing. All I know is that I don't have time for this right now (although I just sat to write all this down). I don't have time to be in this weird state of mind. Get me out of it, please.
