Tattoo

Guess who got a tattoo! Yes, this is it. My little (cough, cough.. "little" 7x4 cm) lion on my left foot. The picture is taken the evening after getting it done, I will upload a better and clearer picture once the tattoo has healed. Oh man, I love my little thing. I have even given him a name: Kefir - Hebrew for "young lion".

The tattoo process itself wasn't too bad. Getting it done was painful, I will admit, but I tried to focus on my surroundings (the tattoo shop had their walls covered in tattoo drawings, most of them inspired by Asian culture) and what exactly the tattoo artist was doing. I was lying on this doctor-chair just hoping nothing would go wrong. But he (Sir Miles) did a great job and it took about 20-30 minutes before he was done.

Seeing London after my tattoo was awesome. I got to see Soho, Oxford Street, Chinatown and a lot more. I had two really good friends with me - so a shoutout goes out to Conor and John for helping me throughout the day. Thanks guys! All in all it was an oddly mixed day. I was in so much pain and my body wasn't taking it too well but I had the best time in London with John and Conor. Definitely a day I will remember. I NOW HAVE A TATTOO!

Winnie The Pooh Quote

Christopher Robin: "What are you supposed to be?"

Winnie The Pooh: "I'm a little black rain cloud, of course"

Words

"Where are you now? Where have you been? Where are you going?
.. Are you sure?"

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What To Do

I can't do this anymore. I don't know what is going on and how I'm feeling. One second I'm okay, the other I am .. let's just say highly confused. It tends to happen late at night. Sleeping usually clears my head. Until the next time. Maybe a change of scenario would be good. Some nice, hot place. Somewhere where I for some reason don't have to worry. I wonder if my mind would let me find that place. I suspect going to London the day after tomorrow and getting my tattoo might work. I look forward to it. There are moments while being with friends where I stop for a second and think "I'm really happy to have these silly, crazy people in my life". Because it helps, it really does. Maybe some day soon there'll be no problem to cure. When that day comes I'll make sure to post it in here.

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This facepaint is absolutely incredible. Just amazing. I can stare at it for hours. Wish I had the time to do something similar some day.

Supernatural Quote

Tattoo

I'm getting my tattoo on Friday! London here I cooome.

Zuhair Murad Dress

Nina Dobrev and Mark Salling at the Emmy Awards 2010. I absolutely love her dress. The one-shoulder, peach Zuhair Murad dress is pure perfection. This Lebanese fashion designer really knows what he's doing. I've been going through his website (especially the "Romantic Intimacy Fall/Winter 2010-2011" collection) and mannn, some of those dresses are just stunning.

Those Feelings

High Heels

I want these so badly! I just don't know where I can get them. Problems with just randomly finding pictures on Tumblr. What to do, what to do..

Reality

Diamonds running through my hair and down my body.

Night

I had the worst dream. It was just horrible. One of those dreams where you wake up and have trouble getting it out of your head. Simply uncomfortable. I really do love my imagination and dreams most of the time but .. really? I didn't like this night.

Wanted Quote

"I'm finding it hard to care about anything these days. In fact, the only thing I care about is the fact that I can't care about anything"

"Too often, the only escape is sleep"

So fucking relevant right now.

I'm not too sure what to make of it all. Not too long ago it all seemed alright. But then I get those days or weeks where .. I can't even describe it. It's not a bad day. I don't feel sad. And it's not a good day either - because I don't feel happy. I don't even feel content. Everything just seems so empty. So I see time pass without it meaning anything. Not much happens. Nothing important anyway. And the clock keeps ticking while I think that time should be spent better. Either being happy (preferably) or at least being sad. "Art never comes from happiness". Very true. It comes from those situations in life where you've lost everything, can't even get up in the morning and try to keep the tears from streaming down your face. But what if you feel nothing? I'm pretty sure I can't make art out of that.

I have the oddest habit of getting a sentence stuck in my head. Maybe it's my way of escaping. It's usually something I've made up without realising and then I can't get it out of my head for weeks. As if it's a sentence and part of something I read in a script or newspaper sometime. A memory I can't recall. About a month ago I got a new one. I couldn't get "But what did you want me to say to her? She would have seen me at the party!" out of my head. In my imagination there was a whole scenario around this - a man was arguing with his wife or some other female character. He had bumped into a person they both knew and she'd asked him if he was going to a certain event. He was going (with his wife/the other woman) but he didn't actually want to see her there. But if he had said he wasn't going then she would have seen him at the party and that'd be awkward. The wife/whatever woman was angry at him for telling their mutual "friend" that they were going. Insane, right? I don't know where I get it from.

Another one was when I got back this evening. It'd going for dinner with some friends and when I returned to my room and looked in the mirror I had a sentence stuck there all of a sudden. And it doesn't even sound like part of a script or anything of that kind. This one is different: "Some people can but others can't. So those who can should". Does that make any kind of sense?

I might be out of my mind. Or maybe I should have a more philosophical approach and consider if the soul is "reused" when we are born. A type of reincarnation. So the soul brings back with it certain memories from the previous person's body. Sentences, feelings, dreams, thoughts. Maybe they randomly pop up here and there in our lives as a type of evidence. An proof of the answers to our lives' questions which we just ignore. Imagine that. The answers to the biggest unanswered questions just flowing out there - waiting for us to find.

I will go to bed now. I've become way too reflecting. I'll withdraw from whatever odd state of mind I am in and go sleep. Sleep might be the one place I can find peace. I wrote this in an earlier post but I'll write it again. "Too often, the only escape is sleep" - Charles Bukowski. So relevant. And with those word I bid you goodnight.

Levi Kreis - I Should Go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ArMipeFZNUM

"I should go
Before my will gets any weaker
And my eyes begin to linger
Longer than they should .."

Hottie Men

Oh and in addition to all my men - I love Alex O'Loughlin too.

Smallville and Lois & Clark.

Clark Kent’s wedding vows:

“I, Clark Kent, take you, Lois Lane, to be my companion, forever. With you by my side I will never be alone. THough the world sees a strong and independent woman, I’ve never known someone with such gentle grace and more pure heart. When I’ve been lost you’ve always been there to bring me back, so on this day, at this moment, I pledge the rest of my life to you. You’ve always believed in me, and I believe in you. When you believe in someone it’s not for a minute, or just for now, it’s forever.” - Smallville, 10x21 Finale

“Lois, I have loved you from the moment I saw you. I love your humor; your passion. The way you dive right in… even when you shouldn’t. Because you refuse to just watch the world. You demand that it be a better place, and because of you, it is. And today, I want to give you as much of the world as I can. So I give you my heart, my soul… and our future.” - Lois & Clark, 4x3 Swear to God, This Time We’re Not Kidding

Lois Lane’s wedding vows:

“I wanted these vows to be perfect, but perfection is a hard thing to get your hands on. But life is meant to be a little messy, and when it comes to love I think it’s like my dad always said about the army: You only sign up if it’s the only thing you could ever imagine doing. Clark, I can not imagine spending a moment of my life without you. I promise that I will always have your back, as you will always have mine. You’re my best friend, you’re my home, and you are my true love, and I am yours and will be forever.” - Smallville, 10x21 Finale

“Clark, you’re my best friend. Until I met you, I never had a best friend. And falling in love with you has been so easy, I don’t know why I fought it for so long. You have such gentle grace; such quiet strength; but mostly, such incredible kindness. I’ve never known anyone with as pure a heart. So today, I give you my love, my honor… and our life together.” - Lois & Clark, 4x3 Swear to God, This Time We’re Not Kidding

Because that's perfection.

A Sudden Love For Eurovision

Forget all other men. I am marrying the Swedish Eurovision 2011 contestant Eric Saade.

My Exam Song

I have made up a song while revising. It goes "fuck fuck, fuckedy fuck fuck fuck". Is this a bad sign? I think the song sounds good.

Oh and PS. I look forward to writing "penis" in my exam. How mature, I know.

I'll Tell You A Universal Truth

Succeed internationally and you will nationally too.

Yes I Do

My friend Hugh and I on Twitter.

Hugh: Let's go to the pub, then out for dinner, then pub again. And then domino's and drink! :D

Me: How is all that supposed to fit in our stomachs?! I would explode. And then you'd get arrested for participating in murder. :(

Hugh: Just you wait to the manly bbq's of next year! We'll have you eating at least 3 steaks in one sitting! and anyway...you like a big bit of meat ;-)

Nonsense

I thought I'd write something clever here. Then I thought, fuck that.

The Vampire Diaries Quotes

Elijah (to Damon, about Elena): "She'll never forgive you. And 'never' for a vampire? It's a very long time.."

Damon (to dying Elena): "Come back as a vampire, I'll stake you myself. So don't..
Cause I can't stand the idea of you hating me forever"

That's What They Say

"So much beauty in her eyes
you instantly fall by her side"

The Current Situation

I saw him again today. It's been over a month. I didn't feel a thing. I don't know what to make of it. Was that it? Man, that went fast. I think this might be developing into a bad .. let's call it habit. Though it's probably more of a disease. What now?

I wish it was Wednesday evening. It would all be over and I would have time to figure out what it is that I'm feeling. The odd thing is that it's not even like I'm sad or confused. I just feel nothing. All I know is that I don't have time for this right now (although I just sat to write all this down). I don't have time to be in this weird state of mind. Get me out of it, please.

Revision

I can't seem to concentrate! I need to study! Now! But Tumblr, Twitter, Blogspot and Facebook are distracting me. Stupid social media.

I will go work now! I have to. Byebyeee!

Future

"She Who Shall Be Queen"

"The Girl Who Would Be Queen"

Another One Of My Typos

Con: "I might have to go out in this (really bad crazy weather) soon"
Me: "I wouldnt, it looks horrible"
Con: "It really does haha but i am dyinggggg for a bottle of coke"
Me: "You haven't got any vending machines around? I will get VERY wet if you even go out there for 3 seconds"
Con: "oh will you? ;)"
Me: "Woooops hahahahahaha"
Con: "Thats my typo of the month hahah"
Me: "THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT"

Ohhh mannn.. The mistakes I make sometimes when writing.

Men I'd Jump On Right Away III

Matthew Bomer. Oh dear, what a man. Especially in his suits in "White Collar". His eyes.. They're sort of like Ian Somerhalder's. He's one hell of a man too. Someone please put all these gorgeous beings in one huge bed and let me have them!

Men I'd Jump On Right Away - Tom Hiddleston

Is Tom Hiddleston too old for me? I want to marry him right away and do bad, bad things to him.

Life Isn't Too Hard

Hell yes. I'm going back to uni this week. In one week I'll be done with my exams and I'll have

SUMMER VACATION.

.. now back to studying. Byebyeee.

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Pretty Quotes

"Too often, the only escape is sleep" - Charles Bukowski