Keeping Control

I might lose my mind for a while
but I'll be fine
Have you heard there's this thing that heals,
and it's called time
Clock can tick away,
happy will fall into place

Human Horses

*My mum takes my glasses off me and starts cleaning them*
Her: "How can you see with these?"
Me: "I can't"
*She walks off with them*
Me: "Wait, I can't see! I'm blind!!1! I might .. walk into an electric fence! :("
Her: "What are you, a horse!?"

Fashion

So I was on FB the other day, minding my own business, when an advertisement popped up in the right corner. An ad for fashion: dresses, tops, shoes, bags and so on. I had to look and I ended up sitting there for what felt like an entire evening. There was just so much good stuff! The website was called http://nelly.com. 

The site is very European-oriented, unfortunately only shipping to some countries. Sadly one of those isn't England but hey, if they don't ship to you there's always a chance of getting inspiration, checking out the designers and maybe buying the items somewhere else if there's something you like.

I am definitely buying a couple of dresses myself! Take a look at these masterpieces:

PAPRIKA / RUCHED BOW WAISTED DRESS

Price: 47,50 Euro. Take a look at the dress here.

ONENESS / SIRI LACE DRESS
Price: 35,95 Euro. Take a look at the dress here.

The next two I absolutely adore.

RARE FASHION / MILITARY COLLAR DRESS

Price: 41,95 Euro. Take a look at the dress here.

ELISE RYAN / SATIN DRESS

Price: 54,95 Euro. Take a look at the dress here.

I'd also love to get my hands on these two items. First one would be great for uni and the second item just because they are absolutely amazing to look at. Walking might be difficult but huge respect to the designer.

NYPD / NYPD CARA BAG

Both the brown and black versions are wonderful.

Price: 41,95 Euro. Take a look here and here.

JEFFREY CAMPBELL / SKATE

Price: 214,95 Euro.

These are just stunning. Never seen anything like them. They'd be a masterpiece to own.

You can find the shoes here.



Fun With Signs

No One Likes The Red Man

Stay Film Quote

Lila Culpepper: "Tell me I'm good"
Sam Foster: "You're good"
Lila Culpepper: "Tell me they'll remember me"
Sam Foster: "Who's 'they'?"
Lila Culpepper: [almost asking] "The world"
Sam Foster: "Is that what you want?"
[beat]
Sam Foster: "The world will remember you"

This means so much. Cravings. You have no idea.

Funny How You Can Get Random Thoughts

"I love you! I love you too. I love you all!"

Thoughts On A Late Night

I hate noticing the negative and disappointing aspects of life when I know there are other things I can think of. But sometimes it's just like my mind can't focus on anything else until anger, frustration and lack of understanding forces it out of my thoughts so I once again can see the world positively. It's as if it's something I need to go through. This time I'm wondering what happened. Are you behind? Has your watch, calendar, laptop, phone or maybe the entire city you live in stopped working? Were you too busy? Was it that difficult to check, like most people do, and notice. Just go "heeey, it's..". Blah. Blah, blah, blah.

And now I will have to hear your excuses. Forced to smile and nod, act as if I understand. I've never done anything like you have to someone in that position. It's no big crime for most - but hey, I'm a woman. And unfortunately for you there is nothing I hate more than what has happened.

Four: One, two, three, four.

One got lost in her/his world and maybe forgot. Maybe I-know-who wouldn't let her/him. Trying to cut the strings. But after so many years that's not acceptable. She/He's the most likely to have a logical explanation to give me - one I might actually believe.

Two is fucking fucked. I don't actually like her/him. So screw her/him for this. She/He can go suck a .. oh no wait, you don't do that.

Three .. well, three really disappointed me. I hoped she/he'd understand, participate, communicate. But she/he let me down. I can easily say this wasn't the first time. I don't know how much longer I can rely on someone when every time I do I wonder if she/he'll move or disappear and leave me alone.

Four. What to say about four.. I was hoping she/he'd give something back today. She/He'd see it, smile and actually feel like leaving something would be natural. Just something short. I did it for her/him, didn't I? I guess receiving for her/him is natural. Maybe your same-of-a-kind friend too. Haven't heard anything. She/He was more of a wish than an expectation. I hoped for a positive surprise. Can't say that's what I got. Nothing.

I'm giving you all four some time. Hoping you'll correct mistakes. That aliens attacked your house, abducted you but that you managed to fight for your life and get away: just because you had to do this (yes, this that you didn't).

Days like these remind me who deserves and who doesn't. It turns out you don't.

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