So these feelings keep appearing at night. It's easy to say I don't know what to do. During the day they're.. gone. Almost no trace of them. It's like logic has replaced them. I've got people to talk to - maybe that's why. Or my mind's occupied with other things. Important things. But when day turns into night, they come back and I start to wonder. I'd love to try these different paths in life. See what would happen, how people would react, how my life would turn out. But I know I'd never have the courage and I wouldn't know what to do, so I stick with the familiar and instead of wondering I go to sleep - just to find my mind going back there the next evening.
