Honestly? I'd given up on you. I told my friends not to mention you anymore. I tried not to think of you. I think it sort of worked. Keeping you out of my mind was going alright. Well right up until the moment I'd see you again and then I'd have to start all over again. But considering the situation it was going okay.. Then one morning I woke up and somehow felt that things had changed. I called my mom and told her the situation - a thing I'd never do. And now.. well, today you said hi. I feel hope. I probably shouldn't - but you're right back in my thoughts again. I can't even concentrate to study.. All this because you said hi.
