You Said Hi

Honestly? I'd given up on you. I told my friends not to mention you anymore. I tried not to think of you. I think it sort of worked. Keeping you out of my mind was going alright. Well right up until the moment I'd see you again and then I'd have to start all over again. But considering the situation it was going okay.. Then one morning I woke up and somehow felt that things had changed. I called my mom and told her the situation - a thing I'd never do. And now.. well, today you said hi. I feel hope. I probably shouldn't - but you're right back in my thoughts again. I can't even concentrate to study.. All this because you said hi.

The Truth

Truth is: No guy will ask you who you like. They won't walk up to you, smile and ask if you've got any boy stuck in your heart. It won't happen. You'll have to be discreet and play the love game with them for weeks. And then maybe they'll get that you're head over heals for them. Only maybe. They may just not get it. Everything would be so much simpler if someone took a chance and went for it. A leap of faith, a risk. If you give yourself over, so will your love. Jump for love.

Situation Gone Bad

Why Me

The "man of my dreams" has an entirely new meaning now. Euh.. Get out of my head.

This is getting really annoying. When I try and "randomly" bump into you, you're nowhere to be find. When I then actually try and avoid you - you're everywhere! Ffs. I'm trying to let go of you. We can't even speak of you anymore. All this because you're way too perfect.

Gah

You birthday people are messing with my plans! Get out of my way, please.

Hopeful

I need a little help. He should come to the party tomorrow. I really hope. I need to see him. He needs to know. Oh, how I like him.

Dead

You completely crushed me. Or at least I feel that way. Way too cold. I know we’ve only talked for a week but oh my.. I feel unwanted. I tried to shrug it off me on my way to the club.. But I mean, really? "It seems we go out on different days hah" - "I guess". You guess?! Are you trying to kill me? A little help might be good. Destiny, fate, love.. A little help, please. I’m trying to make this happen even though you totally killed me off this evening.

Silly Me

Oh dear.. You don't even notice me, do you? You're my daily dose of love and happiness but you have no clue. And to you I am nothing. Well you probably know me as your friend's friend. Name? Nah, don't think so. I'd love to know what you know about me. If he's told you. If he made me interesting. I wish.. Because you're absolutely adorable. Some see it - others don't. I do. I need to find a way to talk to you without needing to do it through him. Otherwise I get misunderstood and that'll just end up wrong. I can't wait till Monday or Tuesday. I need you.. Soon, please. I'm hoping the situation will change soon. Meh. I need to go out and party. But I have lessons the next few days and well - you're not going the same place as me tomorrow. We'll be different places. Doomed to be apart. Oh, I'm way too poetic. I put too much thought into stuff. I wish you knew who I was and wanted to talk to me.

Tomorrow

Oh my god. I can't believe I'm about to do this tomorrow.. This is crazy. Way too much. He might not even turn up. Or he might not be interested. But it's the hope that keeps me going.

Let Me Correct

Dear Fate and Destiny,

that was absolutely not what I meant. You're just teasing me now.

Give me something good. Thank you.

Push

Ohh, come on! Show me you care a little bit. Be nice - give me a helping hand. Yes fate, I need a little push in the right direction. I'm hoping to make this happen. Please?

Golden Globes 2011

I'm off to bed after 4,5 hours of Golden Globes. I'm tired, it's 04:10 am and I have lessons from 10 - 17h tomorrow. But then again.. No regrets. I love watching awards shows. One day it'll be me and my friends.